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The Story Isn't Over Yet

It's been a while since i said i quit, i have forgot you, really.... I know i will be okay, living my life, being happy around my friends, busy with all my tasks. It seems okay, until i realized that everything in my life is still about you. Maybe it's complicated that you don't want we're together but still interrupting me and appear in front me meanwhile i strongly denying you and moving forward. I totally understand what you're thinking about me but unfortunately you don't understand. It's hard for me when you have trusted and loved someone that much, thought that they 100% understand and get your back, put a faith that they were the reason about what i had been praying, but then they left you. It's pity and embracing looking this weak, but i am not comfortable to only looks happy around my friends while i am even not. I'm always trying to resist every single memories that suddenly appear, especially when i'm alone. I have a hundred que...

Maaf

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